Oxytocin and Dopamine

There isn't a day that goes past when I'm not missing you.

Have you ever had that one person in your life, you always missed, even when you were together because you know that you might have to part, even if it just for a short while.

I would compare this love to a puppy or a dog.

The way my dog is so happy when I'm home and all he wants is a cuddle. He doesn't need much just a cuddle and some love. He is happy just being in my presence. He waits at the door when I go into a room he can't and he knows when I leave through that front door I'm gone, but I'll be back and I do love him. But I know he misses me, as he is waiting at home for me to return.

Maybe thats why I love dogs sooo much, I guess I can really relate to the way they love and trust. I think I'm very similar. So I guess, puppy love isn't so bad. It's better than a cat, I can take it or leave it, now feed me. Not saying that I missed you or anything but don't leave again....I'm only saying this because I'm hungry, meow feed me. A cat never admits they need you.

I know I'm in love because vasopressin, norepinephrine, serotonin and my favourites oxytocin and dopamine, make me feel that it is so. Pretty much the chemical imbalance in my brain makes my heart beat faster when I'm near you and my face just smile when I see you and as much as I get mad or as much as you might hurt me. I find a way to forgive you, and that to me is real love.

I might say I love your eyes or your smile, but really that's just what attracted me to you when we first met. To be completely honest I love you, everything about you, even the darker side of you. It's you as a complete being that I am in love with. 

So just because I haven't said it in a while doesn't mean I don't love you or that I don't miss you.

I love you more than I can ever show you and more than you could ever understand. I miss you with every bit of me, every thought that passes through my mind, every moment of every day, I miss and long for you.

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