Day two. I should be so proud

So I have managed to pull out my iPad again for a second day to blog to no one. Super!

Running late :( 

Was kept back at work which is horrible because I have a chiro and a myotherapist apt that I am now running late for. 

Poo I know first world problems much....

So I recently was asked for relationship advice... To be honest I'm not the right person for that.

Yes I've had relationships, but no way am I an expect or a role model. I'm pretty sure I'm a mess with a really nice dress.

The reason why I was asked because I'm currently in a functioning relationship with a very wonderful man. Who loves and cherishes me. How that qualifies me as advice giver I don't know...

The question that was asked was how did I find the one?

First of all I didn't find anything!! I still can't find my house keys!

I think to be honest love found me but only because I was in the right place and time.

Now this isn't some spill about wait and you will find the one, this is more of a love and be happy with your self first kinda thing.

For the first time in my life I was happy with my self. I was finally happy with who I was and where I was in life. 

And then he strolled into my life and I have never been happier. 

So my advice is that you need to be happy with yourself and who you are and what you stand for.

Now let me say that maybe I'm wrong but I honestly think if you go banging down doors looking for the one. Yeah maybe you will find the one but is that how you really want to go about it because your going to increase the amount of people you date for all the wrong reasons.

Now dating people for the wrong reason I'm all about that! The first two boys I ever dated (14yr me) I did it because I wanted a boyfriend and I liked the idea.

The idea of some one, now that I know all about. I am the worst offender for the idea of someone. 

I still miss the idea of someone, who they are in my mind is so much more amazing then they are in real life. 

Many of my exs are better as an idea. Now it can be stated that I might be to fussy and picky and it's all in my head. But hey want are you going to do about it?

I think this is the long self written blog by me ever. 

Hopefully this make sense. 

This whole blog makes no sense other than the rambling thoughts in my head.  

And if you have gotten this far omg, impressive comment so I can thank you 

Anyways until tomorrow,

I should YouTube more 

Cho0kieness